Colombia, Cartagena, Back to normal life - great life
Colombia, Cartagena, Back to normal life - great life
Just wanted to say, Colombia rocks! More photos will come.
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Panama, On the boat to Cartagena, Sometimes traveling sucks
Panama, On the boat to Cartagena, Sometimes traveling sucks
I am waiting for the taxi boat in Cartagena, passport control and freedom ticket to Colombia. Spending last torture minutes on the boat. Ok, It's time to start living (At the moment I am reading this again, am after crazy night in Cartagena, all good really back to live). I'm so enough of this fucking motor (pseudo-sail) boat from Panama to Cartagina. I just want to check in the hostel and relax. I am so enough of the captain and the atmosphere he caused on the boat. I can't stand any minute here anymore. I need a space where I can't express myself, my feelings, my joy of life, my way. It supposed to be fun but ended up as a prison. I would never like to repeat this state of mind anymore. Life is full of surprised, one can never expect what will happen. I love my life and I will never give away sense of fun, happiness. I will never give away power over me. But even so I will stay happy inside, and full of personal thoughts. There are some people have never experienced this feeling, some people like to be imprisoned, ruled. I like to be my own manager. Only me responsible for my thoughts, moves, feelings. I just wanted to take it out from my chest.
My expectation are not high. I just want to be myself again. I want to meet a nice girl and friendly people with whom I can feel as a part of a family not a peace of the crowd. I want to take more photos again. I want to check my email, take a shower, walk around the town with the big smile on my face. I want to try tasty food, feel the smell of fresh coffee. I just want to see a beautiful woman smiling back to me, I want to meet friendly happy locals. I want to get into the crowd of people dancing passionate salsa, where the bodies are so close that you're having a feeling that the only difference between sex and dance is the clothes they are wearing. I just want to be part of that fiesta. I want to rumba.
At the end I want to get rid of that karmic seeds that push me always into trouble. My nature have never been easy going in 100%. There was always some kind of pain, some kind of stigma embed on my soul which led me into trouble. I can't just blame my childhood. It just happens to me from time to time. I have no control over it. All I can do is to use my personality to for positive actions to create good stuff as much as possible, or get rid of the situation were I have to deal with people trying to take control over me. Whenever it's been my father telling me what to do, and not explaining why, or my not-very-smart poor teachers in primary and secondary school. Whenever is a group of random people I am going to spend lots of time in the closed space as car, boat, or anything. I just need to have an escape for w while in order to feel good. That's why I can't stand any type of personality trying directly influence my way of thinking. Anyway good bless all people. I just wanted to share with you that sometimes travels sucks and you have to go over it. It's early in the morning and I'm feeling a different person. Yday I had awesome night with super friendly Colombians and I am back on track. Back on happy living. Nothing lasts forever.
My expectation are not high. I just want to be myself again. I want to meet a nice girl and friendly people with whom I can feel as a part of a family not a peace of the crowd. I want to take more photos again. I want to check my email, take a shower, walk around the town with the big smile on my face. I want to try tasty food, feel the smell of fresh coffee. I just want to see a beautiful woman smiling back to me, I want to meet friendly happy locals. I want to get into the crowd of people dancing passionate salsa, where the bodies are so close that you're having a feeling that the only difference between sex and dance is the clothes they are wearing. I just want to be part of that fiesta. I want to rumba.
At the end I want to get rid of that karmic seeds that push me always into trouble. My nature have never been easy going in 100%. There was always some kind of pain, some kind of stigma embed on my soul which led me into trouble. I can't just blame my childhood. It just happens to me from time to time. I have no control over it. All I can do is to use my personality to for positive actions to create good stuff as much as possible, or get rid of the situation were I have to deal with people trying to take control over me. Whenever it's been my father telling me what to do, and not explaining why, or my not-very-smart poor teachers in primary and secondary school. Whenever is a group of random people I am going to spend lots of time in the closed space as car, boat, or anything. I just need to have an escape for w while in order to feel good. That's why I can't stand any type of personality trying directly influence my way of thinking. Anyway good bless all people. I just wanted to share with you that sometimes travels sucks and you have to go over it. It's early in the morning and I'm feeling a different person. Yday I had awesome night with super friendly Colombians and I am back on track. Back on happy living. Nothing lasts forever.
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Panama, San Blas Islands, The lost paradise on the Earth
Panama, San Blas Islands, The lost paradise on the Earth
The most beautiful island I've ever been to. You can walk around in 2 minutes. No electricity, no devices, no mosquitoes, no civilization, total freedom. Just coconuts, cheap cabanas, hammocks, clear blue hot waters, lobsters, playing beach ball, reading books,. Proper paradise. I'd like you to be here with me. Really!
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